20 things i did in 2010

im gonna left my post of 2010 with a good thing. ok why it should be 20 things ? coz nak letak dua-ribu-sepuluh-things i did macam byk gile lah pulak. takde sape larat nak baca pon kang. ok thats it :

1. - Early 2010 started practical, my first work experience ever !
2. - Not able to do normal things like others; felt like giving up of life because of my rheumatoid arthritis
3. - Gave my mom & dad ANC
4. - Loving my family more and more than before
5. - Realized that LOVE will drive u nuts ! >.<
6. - Came to the UK, transit at Amsterdam Schiphol airport BY MYSELF for the first time!
7. - Made a new best friend who understand me & has helped me a lot since i've been to UK 
8. - Made A LOT OF FRIENDS, during practical and now on
9. - Cooked A LOT ! just realized that i actually have the talent to cook :P
10. - Wearing boots for the first time
11. - First time pegang real snow in my life
12. - Get know about SHINee especially Taemin :P
13. - Managed to survive and suits myself in class, where classmates are all mat saleh >.<
14. - Lost in London by myself, luckily for only about half day
15. - Take a flight on the London Eye alone ! suppose to be with my lecturers & friends
16. - Like chocolate damn much and ignore the side effect
17. - Know myself better, what's my strength and weakness
18. - Started to have Blogger, Skype, Tumblr & Twitter !
19. - Just realized that i am already 21 years old ! can get marry though :P
20. - Appreciate my life more than before !

MY LAST PIC OF 2010 :

GOOD BYE 2010 !

sosialisme

been soooo longgg since i've wrote my blog. ni sume gara2 fb, twitter, tumblr, skype, youtube and so on so on lah. it's not that i'm online 24/7, tapi laman so sial ni lah yg buat malas nak update blog sbnrnye. nak kena buat essay kan. heh. especially sejak ada tumblr & twitter.

tumblr is soooo much fun coz it's like u showing who u are from the way u reblog kan (tumblr ni byk reblog je, create post sendiri tak byk sbb tu sng. hehehe) ok contoh cm reblog fashion, baju ke boots ke so from that kite boleh tau orang ni style die mcm mana, apa bnde yg die suke without saying anything pon. dari tumblr ni jugak la byk tau psl SHINee (or should i say TAEMIN?) ngahahaha :P 

and what i dont like bout fb is why would u add or approve somebody if u are not approaching each other? ok i know everyone would feel the same as me. bkn mksd nk kena tegur 24/7 tp at least kite kawan kan. and yg pissed me off :

KES 1

a friend of mine buat status (soalan ekceli), then coz nobody answer on his status so i comment on his. then the next day tgk2 die already delete that status !

yeah i know in real life mmg tak rpt sgt. but hey, at least i do something to be friends with u. ok i know sometimes pon i lupe nk reply and balas komen orang. but y it seems like i am the only one who keep reply komen org sume. am i toooo baik or what ? or is it just me ? -.- damn. org lain tak rasa apa pon kau

KES 2

hari tu ada msg kat fb sorg kwn ni kire kwn baru knl jgk (sbb kalau post kat wall die msti cm pelik pehal tetibe minah ni tegur and post kat wall die, dah tu satu dunia boleh baca kan) tanya die nk tgk bola live online kat mana. tggu2 die tak reply even thou i know die tgh online!  

pastu nasib teringat sndiri yg mana boleh nk tgk tv live kat UK ni, even gune laptop pon. nak kena beli TV License. damn lagi ! ok at least die reply la tak tau ke apa ke. ni mcm buat kite rasa sucks yo! grrrr ! memang geram ah. oh but i think i suppose to think positive kot. mybe die tak perasan msg tuh. tak pon die dh baca msg tu tp die tgh sembelit time tu jd pergi toilet then lupe nk reply kot -.-

KES 3

ni bukan fb, tapi skype. i've read somebody's blog then add die la kat fb sbb die tulis die pelajar UiTM ANC lg tuh. jd nk tgk la kan die UiTM mana, kos apa. die dh approved then suddenly tgk2 die add my skype. waddehel mana die dapat? ok tak kisah la mn die dpt tp then add org kat skype for what yo? die tak tegur so i pon tak tegur lah. urghhh i dont like this feeling >.<

KES 4
Paling tak suke bile tgh chatting2 dgn kawan, then die hilang camtu je. itu lg like wtf@#$%^! ok kalau dh tade bnde nk ckp pon then ckp la k la i need to go ke, see ya ke. dont u know i always wait for u to reply! damn it. btol2 damn! lgpn itu show how is your manner. 


hmmm fine takpelah biaq pi lah. diorang tak rs apa pon. it's just me. ok it's just me. it's all on my mind ! dunia tak berputar kat dunia aku je >.< ok ekceli it's not that i hate 'em, but the sucks of embarrassment that i feel ! owhh on this last day of 2010, i am not going to hate anybody, and i never hate anybody thou ! sbb ari ni ari last 2010, im gonna smile the whole day long, till 11.59pm. u can say anything u want to, but im still gonna smile like this :

ngahahahaha adorable gile kan ? lantak lah i wish i can smile the whole year long, i want to enjoy my life to the fullest ! i want to be friendssss with anybody who willing to. see ya !

laki jambu hot

I just think that everyone has their own hidden personality. i mean different side of us or something yg kite je tak berani nak reveal kat orang. well, i think je. contoh nak kasi : TAEMIN dari group kpop; SHINee. mula2 kenal dgn group SHINee ni tgk Taemin ni cm jenis pemalu2 gitu. baca kat youtube ke mana ntah die kena buli lagi masa kat sekolah. muke die ala2 innocent, tapi as for me innocent ni la yg nampak baik. I LIKE ~ !

tapi tau, orang mesti nk ckp muke die ni jambu or pretty boy gitu lah. tak kisah la tapi ntah, i dont really like laki yg muke cam ganas sbb dari kecik mind ni asik fikir, 'kalau muke ganas mesti gangster'. LOLOLOL. ok i know i was wrong. tapi mmg mind setting ni tak tertukar smpai skrg T_T tapi yg lagi sedihnye Taemin dh reveal yg die suke Emma Watson. i was like:

ahah ok back to the story, Taemin's new hair style yg menampakkan dahi die buat die nmpk lebih hot & as for me, macam die adalah Taemin yg lain. muke innocent and malu2 sume dah tak nmpk. he seems to look more confident. tak caya tgk chronology perubahan Taemin ni:

see? cute

shy'ness' side of him ^_^

OMG HE'S EXTREMELY HOT ! *fainted*

WHEN IT COMES TO HIS SMILES :

that stare <3

beautiful smiles ^_^

"People say whats the point in liking someone who doesn't like you back. They are right, there isn't a point. But you can't help who you like, it's not up to you. Your heart kinda just decides for you and there is no turning back once your heart makes up its mind."

Anonymous

feeling

the starts of my holiday ! :) and winter is here !

lagu ni buat rasa nak jumpe seseorang . tapi impossible . 
forever alone . sigh ~

sungguh

rasa . malas . nak . pergi . klas . esok !


nampak tak perkataan malas tu bold, merah and PALING BESAR ?


ha, membuak2 dalam hati ni. minggu ni dah la last klas. assignment ada kena hantar rabu n khamis. pastu cuti dalam 4 minggu !


YEAY ~ !

DISTRACTED !

i am NOW in the library .


hoping dat i wont get distracted .


intending to FINISH UP my assignments to be submit on next week .


but a FIT mat saleh with black brownish hair, neat eyebrows and soft blue colour eyes sits in front of my computer . 


╥_╥


ok annoying gile entry ni i know. stop cursing me. thank you. may God bless u :)

day dreaming

i am too happy !
yet no one to share with .


sadis gile entry2 aku akhir2 ni . LOL .

whenever i see you

my heart outstandingly beats out than normal

. . .

what is it on hell happened to me ?

orang putih lagi [WESTLIFE]

 sbnrnye ada draft dah nak cite psl snow. tapi nak kumpul gambar lagi. assignment ada kena buat tapi takde idea nak tulis apa. nak tanya classmate tp kelas ari tuh dorang tak dtg pulak, aku sorg je diajar oleh lecturer. ngee. jadi skrg nak tunjuk pasal WESTLIFE. asik cakap psl artis laki je aku. heh, nnt lah next time post bnde ilmiah pulak. ok sambung balik. westlife ni sape lah tak knl. and mana ada perempuan yg tak suke westlife kan kan? 

eheh dulu kecik kecik dah dengar lagu omputih. tapi faham apa pon takde. dulu kecik kecik pelik kenapa la mata penyanyi westlife ni kale biru? kenapa mata aku tak biru pon? dulu rasa cam tak logik je ada mata orang boleh kaler biru. mcm tipu ah. aku pon nk mata biru jugak. tp skrg nih owh dah tau lah. belah2 barat ni mmg mata camtu. ceh ada hati nk mata biru. tp aku dh ada mata pon syukur dh.

tp kan, rasa sbb mata biru tu lah menampakkan dorang ni lagi hensem & unik, kot. eh ada ke. pandai2 je buat statement. hero my girl tu mata tak biru pon hensem je derrr. hehe. dah nah tgk video ni:

*my favourite song*

top left : Mark, Kian, Shane
bottom left : Brian, Nicky

yg paling aku suke Nicky & Shane arr. hehe. yela time ni umur dorang baru dlm 20 tahun camtu, muda lagi jadi hensem2 ah. skrg nicky tu dah ada misai cam tak best pulak dah. heh ngada kau tak suke misai. nnt suami aku pon mesti ada misai jugak kan >.< LOL

suara yang aku rasa sedap Shane, Mark and Brian. Mark suara die cam berlemak camtu. eh ntah la tak tau nak describe camane. Kian pon boleh tahan jgk. tapi sian ah kat Nicky, die plg tak byk nyanyi, tp kamera ttp tunjuk muke die jgk so no hal lah. hehe.